I Need You.

It doesn't change the way I feel about you at the end of the day..

If I could change anything, it would be the lack of honesty I seem to show.. I would change how un-honest I've been this week.. I've been lying to everyone I guess.. Even myself in a few ways. How I wish with all my heart I felt more than this stupid feeling.

I've started to break out in pimples and have lost 3 kilos over the last seven days.
I think I need to start taking more happy pills, one a day doesn't work wonders.. Maybe two a day will.

The whole world feels like a million miles away.
And I can't stop it.

I guess whatever I said last night has no truth to it tonight.
More later.

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Hello, later here.
All I wanted to do was talk to Tom, and I have.. And everything feels good again.

I'm not going to say who, but someone asked me what it felt like to be with him.. And then they told me that that feeling was reason enough to fight for it.. And they were right.

I'm very tired atm >< I think I shall sleep now.
Type more tomorrow (Y)