sometimes it's hard to say even one thing true.

Cherry Lane.

For all the hours here that move too slow.
I wish I was in hospital. I can't handle this. What the hell have I ever done to have such a shit two months? What did I do?

Storm.

My fault for thinking I could believe in you one more time. You haven't been strong the past fourteen months, so why would you now?
I thought you could change. I thought maybe now, more than ever, you would surprise me. But you haven't. You've left me worse of then you found me. And I cannot understand you one single bit. You must love me a hell of a lot, because you've done absolutely nothing to make this right. And you're the one who was dishonest.
Thanks.

Crystal.

I've cried for you everyday since you went away.

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Having trouble sleeping.. Who the hell wants to go to school tomorrow? Mum and Eric are in Perth.. Such a sucky week, having to say goodbye. Trying to be strong for Mum.. Yelled myself to sleep last night, and woke up repeatedly throughout the night. Doubt I'll be sleeping tonight. I miss you Crystal.

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I'm lying where you used to sleep. Everythings just so different now..
I miss you.
My next door neighbour came over today and when she got to my door she said that when she heard she started crying. Then I started crying some more, then we started crying and hugging eachother. She was such a beautiful dog, and I'm just so broken and devastated.

Five Become Four.

I miss you.