Just Be Simple.

I guess it's always a shock to find out who people are.

Maybe it's our own fault for never accepting who they were, just having expectations of a person they never were.

Sadly somewhere along the way I got used to losing people. Maybe I haven't lost this person, I've just lost the connection we once had.

However, I lost.
The greatest thing about coming back is catching up with all you left behind.
The hardest is looking your past in the face - and knowing they should've been part of your future.

Now should be the highlight of my year. But I can't help and feel sorrow for the loss I'm feeling at the moment.
You know what's worse than losing someone?
Losing someone and them not even showing a bit of sorrow in return.

Ironic at the moment - yes.
I guess the loss I'm feeling at the moment, however, isn't my fault at all.
All I ever did in this situation is love somebody.
But I guess with every person that wins, there is somebody that loses.
But I can't do anything about that anymore.
I just have to accept the circumstances now, and move forward.

I felt pretty crappy last night - so I started the above blog. Yes, I cut bits, but this is the general, not-so-depressive version.

I think I'm going to start taking the prescribed doses of my medication. At the moment I only take one a day, but I think I should take two.

Mkay, new day.
I bought presentsss today (: About to go wrap them, so more laterz.